MaiaLouise

Blog of a twenty-something organizer painter caterer.

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I am reading little bits of twenty different books at once, practicing yoga, meditation, Alexander Technique and learning how to cook Indian cuisine. I do my best at everything I spend time on, because each activity is its own work of art.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I have adapted to living in a state of constant paranoia and fear. There is no dignified option for acquittal, I must simply continue shooting people and evading to the best of my abilities until I truly meet my match. I hope they do not come in a scary form -- if you're good, you're good, you don't need to be a pansy and wear a mask to execute me. Who am I going to tell anyway, once I am out of the game? I honestly will just write my papers and sleep and eat a lot. It will be glorious, as will the reputation I shall remember. Respect, yo. It takes guts to fight this kind of war, and -- attempt -- to be a student at the same time. At least I'm not hiding from olin/avery etc. NO, SIREE, I'M TELLING YOU TO BRING IT.